alchemy

there are seasons when the body stops pretending

it no longer bends to keep the peace or play the part

you start hearing yourself in a different tone, lower, older, truer

something inside starts pacing

mine came quiet at first, a hum behind my ribs

then one night it cracked open

the sound was bone, ancient, electric memory, clawing its way up through flesh

no one warned me that awakening doesn’t feel like light, it feels like breaking

the body remembering what it agreed to forget

that cracking hit again, harder this time

a collapse rippled through the frame

bones adjusting, breath fracturing

it demanded repair, demanded to be seen

offering nothing but awareness in return

they call this alchemy

not the pretty kind

the kind that burns, that rebuilds you through the edges you can’t escape

the bone shaker waits, patient, ruthless, holy

the shaking never ends, it just changes shape.

at some point you stop asking when it will be over and start watching what it’s trying to build.

that’s when i began to understand what alchemy really is.

not gold, not perfection. movement.

awareness breathing through experience, reshaping matter.

embodiment as furnace

transformation doesn’t happen in the mind. it happens in the body, where sensation burns through denial and every muscle learns honesty. emotion is the fire, bone the crucible, awareness the spark. this is where resistance liquefies into power.

collapse as design

destruction was never chaos, it was blueprint. when everything falls apart the true architecture reveals itself. endings aren’t punishment, they are precision. what breaks is what couldn’t hold your becoming.

awareness as architect

nothing outside you does the shaping. awareness builds and rebuilds through every fracture, designing new form from what survived the fire. it watches, calculates, and then creates. the gold was never metal, it was clarity.

what alchemy is

alchemy was never just about gold. it was the language of change itself. before it became chemistry, it was a prayer, a map, a way to remember that transformation is written into every layer of existence.

in ancient egypt they called it khemeia, the art of the black earth. the nile’s dark silt was the symbol — chaos turning fertile, matter reborn through rhythm. from there it flowed into greece, where hermes trismegistus carved its law into the emerald tablet: as above, so below. the furnace of the world mirrored the furnace within.

the arabs named it al-kimiya, turning the temple into a laboratory. they worked the metals, but they also worked the soul. each refinement outside demanded a purification inside.

in india, it became rasayana, the sacred chemistry of renewal — body and spirit fused through transformation. in china, neidan, the inner alchemy, taught that immortality begins when essence and spirit learn to move as one.

by the time it reached europe, the paths split. some chased metal, some chased god. but the true alchemists knew there was no difference. paracelsus, flamel, newton — all of them understood that to purify matter is to purify the self.

the first alchemists weren’t inventing magic; they were describing what already happens in us. dissolve. purify. recombine. death and rebirth, again and again, until form and awareness finally breathe together.

this is the work.

the emotional, physical, energetic crucible.

the turning of lead into gold, of pain into power, of confusion into clarity.

alchemy is not theory — it is embodiment. awareness breathing through experience, reshaping matter.

and it has a voice.

through the remnants, alchemy moves, the bone shaker turning death to gold.

he twists what is broken, reshaping pain into strange beauty.

every fracture hums with hidden power, every ruin a chance to bloom.

from his touch, transformation ripples, shaping the unseen into form.

find the frequency

before anything existed, there was sound.

tone became movement. movement became pattern. pattern became form.

this is creation’s first law.

every thought, emotion, and breath hits the field like a tuning fork.

you are never just feeling, you are transmitting.

every pulse you send rearranges the geometry of what meets you.

when the signal is clear, reality bends.

when it’s distorted, everything fragments.

the body feels it first — tightness, heat, ache, chaos.

that is not weakness. it’s feedback. the universe speaking in your frequency.

alchemy is tuning.

it is the moment you stop fighting the noise and start listening for the note beneath it.

awareness is the conductor. emotion is the instrument. matter is the echo.

you are not trying to get somewhere.

you are remembering the code you already hum.

sitting in the space between what you are and what you want, unshaken, at peace.

shadow / manifestation

1. what do you truly desire right now? not what you think you should want — what your body wants. feel it. write it as a truth statement.

2. where did you feel the objection? where did you body react? the tightening, clenching, the drop in your gut. that’s where the shadow speaks.

stomach = fear

heart = guilt

throat = belief

3. make direct contact, see it, look right at it. then listen. let it show you its story — where it began, what it’s attached to, and why it still haunts you.

4. use your chosen healing tool to love, release, or move the energy. whatever lets it shift.

5. fill that space up with joy, affirmations and pure potent drippings of the real you.

to be unveiled

these are stirring beneath the surface and will soon make themselves known

deeper connections to the bone shaker and alchemy:

  • lyran/vega star race
  • channeled transmission
  • a tale of isis and osiris
  • ascended master st germain
  • my personal healing journey
  • 7 (un)deadly sins

first sparks of the alchemy echo

early moments that shaped the continuum